I guess everyone hates their life from time to time but it seems that recently I have began to hate my life every day. I hate my past. I hate my future. I hate my present. I just want to kill myself. I never wanted to move to Northern Mississippi. And I knew there were reasons. All of those reasons hit me in two years and have made long lasting effects on me. FUCK THIS CRAZY WORLD WE LIVE IN.
Figures out with miscalculations and some minor errors I actually had an A on my assignment. Haha. Sorry, kinda freaked out for a minute. I need to start meditation or something. -.-
So it’s mid-terms and I think I might have failed my Western Civ II mid-term, and I have an ‘F’ for my first paragraph in English…WTF!
Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now in this instant of time.
A lot of people ask me what I believe, and sometimes I don’t have an answer for them. Until now.
Out of the hundreds of beliefs and bullshit cult fascist groups, I chose none. None of the religions that I have read about strike me as real or at least believable. Hell the Flying Spaghetti Monster makes more since than Jesus Christ. Oh yeah he died on the cross for our sins and blah blah blah. It just sounds too far fetched for me to even try and believe it.
One God to watch and listen and control all? That’s way too much for anyone period to handle. That’s a huge fucking job. Oh and the virgin birth? WTF! In the bible it pretty much says how we procreate it’s in Song of Solomen for crying out loud. And common sense will tell you there is no way to be able to birth a baby at all if the woman is a virgin.
This will be continued at a later date.
In the meantime, what do you believe?
So I caught myself realizing that I’m in my third week of college, AWESOME! I thought that it would be harder than this but not really.
Well got to get back to English.
Peace <3
Pantera, Maximum the Hormone, Led Zeppelin, The Sword, The Agony Scene, Metallica, Rose Funeral, Whitechapel, The Black Dahlia Murder, I KILLED THE PROM QUEEN.
Nuff said. Well there is more but for now.
octobones:
sunshinecaroline:
That is easily the best quote of ‘09.
With only four days left, that’s a fucking honor.
I think I ruptured something while laughing…ouch.
